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| Both Nick and i hopped in the shower to get squeaky clean for bed. I always have to take a shower before i go to bed or else i feel disgusting! It just doesnt feel right to not take a shower before bed. :P Thats just the way i am and nick knows that about me. :D He knows many things about me :P |
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| After i got out of the shower i brushed my teeth and washed my face. I looked at my face in the mirror and thought "I should change my hair sometime. Maybe even the color :). I was a blonde so why not go back? Have to think about it" I looked at my face again running my hands over my face examining it for pimples and blemishes. Everyone does it! Even guys! Its not just me :P Everyone wants to look good when they go back to school :) |
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| I sat on the side of the bed thinking " Its weird this being my bed now. Not having a small twin size bed in my parents house. Not having my parents here to kiss me goodnight. Its not a bad thing. I still have nick to kiss me goodnight which is more than enough for me :)" |
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| When my thoughts had became silent i crawled into the covers and fell asleep. I was having many dreams of me and nick that night. |
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| Nicks Perspective * * * When i had finished up in the bathroom i went into kimmy and I's bedroom only to find kimmy already asleep. My mom had told me i was not allowed to sleep under the covers with kimmy which was sooooo stupid!! I wasnt gonna do anything wrong with kimmy. Kimmy would never do it anyways. |
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| Kimmy's Perspective * * * I woke up that morning and sat on the edge of the bed. I was pretty confused seeing nick out of the covers. I wasnt exactly sure why. So i just sat there for a while in confusion and thought. I had been thinking alot lately. It was very regular for me. I never used to think this much about so many different things. Guess i just have to get used to it. |
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| I got out of bed and my bubble of thoughts and brushed my teeth. Today Nick and I had to go back to school. ugh. That is the only word i can used to describe school. Ugh. |
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| Nick and i sat on the rubbery seats of the bus. I stared out the window in thought. Nick looked at me and took my hand off my lap and put it in his. He asked "Are you alright kimmy? You seem kinda.....distant." "Its Nothing. Dont worry" I responded as i kissed him on the cheek. He sat there speechless with nothing to say or do. I knew he was still worried about me. :( This went on during the whole bus ride to school. Occasionally guys in the back of the bus would throw balls of paper at my head and shout "Go back to twilight where you belong" Every time that happend nick squeezed my hand tighter. I had never seen him like that. His shoulders tense, teeth clenched and his unheld hand in a fist. I thought he was gonna hurt somebody. |
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| Mrs. Crusoe's Perspective * * * I took a shower as soon as i got up. I did alot of thinking in the shower. "Why does nick like that girl. She is not even worth his time. She is a slutty little goth girl who i will not have in my household!" |
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| Kimmy's Perspective * * * When Nick and i came off the bus we ran to the kitchen where we could be alone. He grabbed both my hands and asked me "How was your day kim?" "It was um.....interesting." I responded "Like how?" "I got called a few interesting names. Blood girl, twilight, suicide and alot more." His hands got tighter around mine as he said" Im sure it will get better." I knew he didnt mean it. |
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| He let go of my hands and pulled me into his arms. "I love you" He said as he smiled "I love you more" "No way" "Yes way" I laughed. |
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| Nick and I got into bed. Mrs. Crusoe had changed them when we were at school. I was pretty pissed off at that point because she had gone a bit far. I would never to anything like that with nick right now. I want to wait till im married. She just doesnt understand. That night didnt feel right not having nick near me. :( |
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| "We were written in the stars, my love, all that separated us, was time, the time it took to read the map which was placed within our hearts, to find our way back to one another." |
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| When i got up that morning i sat down and watched tv. Its didnt interest me that much but it interested me enough to ignor Mrs. Crusoe sitting next to me. |
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| * * * After school i invited my friend Kimmy over :P yes she has the same name as me and she is my bestie :) I love that girl! |
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| We talked a lot when ever she came over. We talked about everything. Everything you can think of we talk about :P We are such random people. She agrees that i should go back to being a blonde. She liked it that way :P so i will probably do it :) |
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| When Kimmy left Nick and i went and did our home work. The worst possible thing in the world. Plus Mrs. Crusoe seperated us so that we wouldnt talk. I felt like a complete and utter child. D: ugh. I hated not talking with nick. It was unbearable. |
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| After i had finished my homework i went to go wash the dishes and then Mrs. Crusoe came over and hit me with everthing she had! "WHY THE HELL ARE YOU EVEN HERE KIMBERLY!" "Nick asked me to...." She cut me off. " I DONT CARE WHAT NICK SAID OR ASKED YOU! I DONT APPROVE OF YOU AND NICK TOGETHER!" |
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| We yelled at each other for hours trying to get our points straight. And to make it worse i began to cry. My eye liner was running my mascara was everywhere i couldnt do this. I began to run. |
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| I ran to the bathroom but she followed me and now i was scared as hell that she was gonna kill me so i cried so i couldnt hear her. but i could still hear her in my head. And then i ran out to nick. |
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| He had heard me crying and was worried so he ran downstairs and i ran to him. I was crying as hard as possible. :O "Kimmy wats wrong?" He asked in an extremly worried tone. "She.....she....she" I burst into tears again. "Its ok kimmy we can talk about it later" I cried. |
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| The next day everything was back to the norm. Nick, Me, Mr. Crusoe and Mrs. Crusoe got home at the same time from school and work. The fight had been forgotten. And never talked about again. |
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| Mrs. Crusoe's Perspective * * * Robert and i sat down to dinner while nick and..... kimmy were asleep. "Robert what are we gonna do?" "About?" He asked confused "About kimmy?" "What do you mean? Shes done nothing wrong linda." " Yes she has. She has captured Nick's heart. And i just cant have that happen." "WHY THE HELL NOT?" He yelled. "ROBERT!" I yelled back "SHE DID NOTHING WRONG LINDA! NOTHING! YOU ARE JUST MAD SHES HERE BECAUSE YOU HATE HER! NICK CAN LOVE WHO EVER THE HELL HE WANTS! I WONDER WHY I EVEN BOTHER TO LOVE YOU." He yelled then left the table. I was left sitting there speechless. |
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| Nick's Perspective * * * That night Kimmy and i got out of bed. We didnt want to kiss or hug during the day worried that we would start another fight between kimmy and my mom. "Have i ever told you, you look adorable in your pajamas?" I laughed. "Oh shut up shirtless :P" She laughed "Haha you got me there him" :) I kissed her. |
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| I pulled her into a long hug and whispered "My mom cant pull me away from you, ever." |
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| After our little make-out session and hugs we got going on our homework like we usually did. We always talked the whole time and never got anything done properly :P |
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| When we were both done we went to bed :) |
